Those who have died following Gardasil vaccination

Jenny Tetlock (California – Northern) was a 15-year-old girl battling a rapidly degenerative neurological disease that some MDs think MAY be linked to the HPV vaccine she received shortly before her first symptoms appeared. (There is no scientific proof one way or the other but Dr Diane Harper, leading researcher who helped design and carry out Phase II and Phase III safety and effectiveness studies to get Gardasil approved and acted as a consultant to Merck, believes that the possibility of a  ‘triggering of a genetic disorder within a family has to be considered seriously”.
Jenny passed away on March 15, 2009 surrounded by her family.
Jenny’s Journey gives more details of the events surrounding this young girl’s sudden illness following her Gardasil vaccination.

moshella-robertsMoshella Roberts, 20, a student from Fayetteville State University, Fayetteville, (Carolina – North) . She died from the Gardasil vaccination, her first day on the job at Trinity Home Care, April 5, 2008. Shelly appeared to have died in her sleep while on the job that morning.
Shelly was a funny, quiet and easy-going person. Although she had a ’laid back’ personality, she loved to help other people. In her spare time, she enjoyed doing hair and spending time with family and friends. In High School she was a varsity cheerleader, an active volunteer for her community (Special Olympics, make-up artist for a major play, and various town functions) and she received her C.N.A, all while maintaining a honor status. She received her post-secondary education at Fayetteville State University, majoring in psychology.
During her sophomore year, she sought employment through a home health care agency, and suddenly died at her first day on the job, coincidentally four days after receiving the Gardasil vaccine.

brooke-petkeviciusBrooke Petkevicius (Florida) who was 19 when she died while at the University of California, Berkeley where she studied social work and was involved in many extracurricular activities including co-ed volleyball and ballroom dancing. She played on an intramural volleyball team, went to kickboxing classes. She also was a social welfare major. She died 14 days after her first dose of Gardasil from a pulmonary embolism or blood clot on March 26th, 2007. There is no family history of this.

Brooke’s story: “Brooke did not smoke,” said her school friend, Megan Sedowski. “She was possibly one of the healthiest people I’ve ever met. She never did drugs and rarely drank alcohol. She worked out daily, and took a lot of classes at the gym. She never complained about anything, really, certainly not her health. She was an amazing, upbeat, caring, healthy young woman and her death was a complete shock.” Brooke had dressed to go running with a friend because they were training for a half-marathon. She walked to the elevator, collapsed against the wall and had a seizure. Brooke was rushed to the hospital and passed away.

Brooke never had any problems with blood clots, nor did her family have any history of clotting problems. Subsequent tests of her younger sister and her mother showed nothing genetic. Brooke had no allergies, no tobacco use, and no past substance abuse problems. Drug tests came back negative. Cynthia Janak, who wrote this piece on Brooke, spoke to all her family. They told her what a wonderful, kind-hearted young woman she was. She had dreams and aspirations for her future and how her laughter was contagious and how her smile lit up a room. This was a girl who had it hard growing up, as many of us, but became a stronger person for it. The phrase Cynthia likes to use is “she took sour grapes and made fine wine.”
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christina-tarsellChristina Richelle Tarsell (Sparks, Maryland). Chris was a girl on the go; a girl with a vision. She loved being at Bard College where she was an honor student. She loved studio art, philosophy, the tennis team, visits to New York City and hanging out with her caring, fun-loving friends. She was generous, compassionate and always gave back to others. Between her junior and senior years, Chris had a summer job working at the college art museum while living with classmates in a house in Tivoli, NY. So after a short visit home to Maryland, Chris returned to Bard and her job on June 13, 2008. During the visit home, on June 3rd, Chris had gotten her third shot of Gardasil. A few days later, Chris complained of feeling dizzy, tired and she developed a rash on her neck. She had a post-vaccine cough and sinus congestion that wouldn’t go away. We were never told of any side effects to Gardasil so we did not know these signs were significant. Chris was found dead in her bed 18 days after her third shot. What could have happened? Chris was always a healthy, wholesome girl, a non-smoker, an athlete. She didn’t take drugs or medication. As of this writing, the cause is “undetermined”. Further investigation suggests that Chris, like other girls who died following Gardasil, may have had an autoimmune related response triggered by the vaccine. The CDC wants you to dismiss them as “coincidences,” while our beautiful, innocent daughters die needlessly.
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amber-kaufmanAmber Kaufman (St Louis, Missouri) was a perfectly healthy 16 year old teenage girl who collapsed on her way into work with a seizure and her heart then stopped. Amber played volleyball, track, bowled and loved hanging out with her boyfriend, family and friends. She was up beat fun and loved life. She was the last in the nest, she was my best friend. She looked forward to joining the military like her older brother and sister. Her cause of death was listed as “cardiac disturbance of undetermined etiology.”

Amber’s story – March 31st 2008, Amber went to the doctor for a sore throat and at the same time she was administered her second shot of Gardasil, she also had a shot of Rocephin and was put on Erythromycin (Z pack). Being her mom, I asked if she should have the shot since she was sick and her nurse practitioner said it would be no problem. She was also in the middle of her menstrual cycle when she received this shot. She stayed home from school a couple of days as she complained of headaches, being tired and slept a lot.

I attributed it to her illness. She went to school on 4/3/08. Amber was on her way to work after school and I was on my way home, she called to let me know that the road to our house was closed due to water. That was the last time I ever talked to her, about 15 minutes later I got a call from her work saying she had collapsed on her way into work. I live only a few blocks from where she works. When I arrived they were just getting ready to start CPR. Amber was taken to the hospital about 15 minutes away, they did not get a heart beat until they reached the emergency room. She was transferred to St. Louis Children’s Hospital where she did not come off life support. Her brain had swelled and without a breathing tube or tube feeding she would not be able to live, she was brain dead. Amber was an organ donor on April 7, 2008. I sat at her head in the surgery room while they removed her breathing tube, she tried breathing for a while, I’m the one that had to tell her to go and to just be at peace and I was with her at the end. No mother should have to do that for her child, it was the hardest thing I have ever done or ever will do in my life! I am so glad my Amber saved at least five other lives. I get up every day because I know she would want me to let others know not to get this vaccine to prevent this from happening to any other young woman or mom.
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megan-hildMegan Hild (Los Lunas, New Mexico) (died aged 20 in November 2008)
Megan loved children especially her nieces and nephew. Her family was her life and she never missed an opportunity to spend time with them. She especially liked to be at home just hanging out with family and friends. Megan was a student at CNM working towards her Associates degree in radiology and general studies. Megan’s beautiful smile will be greatly missed by all who knew and loved her.
She was a very healthy and happy young lady and loved going to college.
Here is an excerpt of an email from her mother.

“On her death certificate it will read, Cause of death unknown. She’s my daughter and I loved her!!!! I will never see her graduate college. I will never see her wear a wedding dress and hold her babies in her arms.

Other information about Megan: Symptoms – rash “severe stomach pains” “severe headaches/migraines” “extreme fatigue” vaginal bleeding. Her mother Karen adds this additional comment: “We have a sixteen year old son who says, “life does not matter, what you do in life does not matter”. This is how this vaccine has changed our family’s life forever! Megan was 20, happy and healthy. She was attending College with a promise of marriage after graduation. She held her life in the palm of her hand.

Now all this family has is a certificate with an unexplained cause of death on it. Something that was to protect her health may have taken her life. There needs to be an investigation right away before more young women are injured, or worse, die. Please do not allow another family to have to live the life we have been made to live.”
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santana-valdezSantana G. Valdez (Albuquerque, New Mexico)
She was beautiful, sweet, kind and always thinking of others first. She loved kids and was always surrounded by them. She helped teach catechism at San Martin de Porres Church. She had just graduated from Nuestros Valores High School. Because of a great personality, she had many friends. Not only was she my daughter, she was my best friend. We did everything together. I miss her and that beautiful smile of hers. She always believed in Angels and that they take care of us. Well, I know for sure she made it to Heaven because the morning of her rosary, a hummingbird was inside our house. It let us catch it and when we released it, it looked at all three of us and flew straight up into the sky. She had to come to let her Mom know that she was okay. She died August 31, 2007 at the tender age of 18 years old. She just went to bed normally and never woke up. Autopsy and toxicology show nothing. Her heart and liver were a little enlarged. Death certificate says she died of natural causes but inconclusive due to toxicology and autopsy reports.
Santana’s autopsy report did say that the pathologist had found the papillomatosis in her airways. Is there a possibility that Santana had Recurrent Respiratory Papillomatosis (RRP) which causes wart-like growths in the airway passages caused by the human papilloma virus? These growths usually form on the vocal folds, causing a voice disorder. Just before my daughter’s death I noticed strange breathing and a whistling noise which is very significant. If this condition had been there months earlier I would have noticed this change in my daughter’s breathing noises and even swallowing difficulties. However, this is not the case, I only noticed it after her Gardasil vaccination and before she died.
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jessica-ericzonJessica Ericzon (Alexandria Bay, New York)
(Died February 22, 2008 – age 17)
I guess I will start with Jessie’s first Doctor’s visit where we went because of Jessie’s acne. She had heard that sometimes birth control pills did wonders for acne. So in April of 2007 we went to the Family doctor. At this appointment she was put on the birth control pill Yazmin. Her Doctor did mention the Gardasil vaccine and what it was for, but they didn’t push it at all. Jessie and I decided that we would take the pamphlet home and read it first, before we made a decision. On July 16, 2007 we went back to the Doctor for a re-check on her progress with the birth control pill and her acne which was clearing up quite nicely. We decided then to go ahead with her first Gardasil vaccination. I thought I was doing the best for Jessie, I mean who wouldn’t want to do everything they could to prevent any kind of cancer when it came to their kids. Side effects were discussed and it was the usual nausea, fever, headache, same as if you were to get a flu shot. If I had known at the time that there was even the slightest chance of death, I would have never allowed Jess to have the shot. There were no side effects after her first shot. We went in on September 17, 2007 for her second vaccination. The only complaint that she had was that it hurt to get the shot. I’m not sure when Jessie started complaining about her head hurting, plus she was always tired and her joints ached. She even felt dizzy once in a while. I did write in my diary on October 23, 2007 that she complained of a very severe headache. She spoke once in awhile of a spot on the back of her head that bothered her. She felt like it was a tumor, but I felt nothing when I checked. On November 20, 2007 I took her to the same family Doctor who prescribed her 2 previous vaccinations to check on why she could be having these headaches. He felt nothing and said it may be due to stress that she is having headaches and she was to take some Tylenol when needed. At no point in this conversation did side effects and Gardasil come up, it didn’t occur to me or obviously the Doctor that Gardasil could have anything to do with it. After that visit she was still tired and her joints still ached and a few headaches here and there, I attributed the joint ache to Cheerleading as she was a base and did a lot of lifting. In February 2008, 18th-24th, Jessie was on a winter break from school, but she did take Distance Learning Classes thru the local community college. A few days that week Jess went to her school to practice pitching for the upcoming softball season. She loved to pitch and practiced as much as she could. On February 20, about 5pm Jess had her 3rd Gardasil vaccination and everything was fine until the night before she died, when Jess and I were sitting on the couch playing a Sudoku game on her laptop, Jessie said the spot on the back of her head hurt again. I told her to take a couple of Tylenol and hopefully she would feel better in the morning. At 9pm I kissed her goodnight and told her I loved her and went to bed. My other half Tim and I work at the same hospital so we left at about 5:10 that Friday morning February 22, 2008 and Jess was sleeping as usual. When we got home from work around 3:20 pm, I found Jessie dead on the bathroom floor. The shock to my body and brain are nothing I ever want to experience again. Although I relive them everyday of my life now. I see the blue of her eyes which were open slightly as if she were watching me as I lay on the bathroom floor with her knowing there was nothing I could do for her. When the troopers showed up Tim said I did mention the fact that Jessie had the Gardasil vaccination although I don’t remember. I do remember telling someone about the pain in the back of her head before she went to bed. The next morning the Medical Examiner, Dr Livingstone called me to tell me they found no reason for Jessie’s death. He said she was dead before she hit the floor. I do remember telling him about the 3rd Gardasil vaccination she had just had not 2 days ago. He said that he had not heard of any negative findings with Gardasil. After that Tim went home (as we were staying with my dad across the road) and Googled Gardasil. The information that came up was devastating to me. I felt I had killed my daughter. I will stop here because the rest is basically much grief and much research. Respectfully,
Lisa Ericzon.

Lisa Ericzon would also like to add: “Losing your daughter at the age of 17 is indescribable. It is something that I will live with for the rest of my life. Knowing that it could have been prevented is a guilt I will carry also. Jessie was the All American teenager – happy, healthy, never did drugs or smoked. She was so full of everything life could offer her and did everything life would allow. She participated in all the sports and cheer leading in her school. Jess was an honor student and #8 in her class. I could go on and on because she was someone who I was ALWAYS proud to call my daughter. She was the best of the best and was on the road to becoming a success story in today’s world. Now she is gone and my life is empty without her.”
“Gardasil killed my daughter Jessie and it is my hope that Gardasil will end soon, so no other family has to suffer with losing their daughter.”
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European Gardasil Death

jasmine-soriatJasmin Soriat (Germany)
04.14.1988 – 10.12.2007
The 19-year-old succumbed to respiratory paralysis after she was vaccinated against HPV. “She was fit, happy and fun-loving. She never had any serious illnesses, had no lung disease, and she never smoked. There were also previously never problems with vaccinations.”

The last night:

Meticulously the parents have reconstructed the final hours of Jasmin: “She was at a concert a Spanish band, before midnight she was at a fast food restaurant, then drove with her flatmate home by taxi to Döbling. Two o’clock in the morning drank some tea. Her girlfriend came by to check up on her the next day but Jasmine, according to her friend who said, “She must have died a few hours earlier in her sleep.” (This was a rough translation from German)

135 Responses to “Memorial”

  1. To everyone who knowingly developed this gardasil for our daughters, they should all be tried for murder and sentenced to die. They KNOW that this stuff ( vaccines ) is poison. Protest, write the newspapers, your doctors , elected officials….. anyone, everyone !

  2. Wow.
    I was *this* close to getting this vaccine after having my daughter, just before turning 25.
    …I’m glad I didn’t in hindsight. I can’t imagine what she’d do without me and I can’t imagine not being a part of her life. I’m so sorry for the loss these mothers are experiencing…it’s beyond belief.

    What tests have been done on Gardasil? How did it ever get FDA approval? I wonder how many people die of other vaccines we may not have heard or read about? While no direct link between the drug and these deaths, they sure are too coincidental to ignore-

  3. How many more young people are going to be harmed, even killed by vaccinations? most parents do as their doctors advise without questioning the dangers as we think ‘doctor knows best’. Not soit is their job to push these vaccinations by the drug companies and they themselves dont look up the dangers as they could never believe that they could give patients something that could harm even kill. Doctors have to look into these vaccinations and be held responsable for their actions, there needs a full inquiry into both the vaccinations and the drug companies.

  4. I’m so very sorry to everyone who has lost someone to Gardasil. I think that if the doctor’s are able to give these medications to people, they should have to be held responsible, as should the creators of Gardasil, Yaz, Yazmin… There’s a whole list of vaccines, and birth controls that have ended up causing injury, and sometimes death. From now on, the FDA needs to pay more attention to what they approve. It’s sickening that people have to go through losing someone they love. The FDA, nor our doctors are doing their job… What has the world come to? I mean really? It’s like no one cares about anyone, but themselves anymore. Once again, I’m very sorry to all of you who have been victims, or who knows a victim. I really wish I could help…

  5. I will post this site to my site so more people can discover the truth about this medication. What many people reading through this site may not be aware of is the historical context behind vaccines in general and other methods that have been used over the last 200 years to render females infertile. Even a historical look back as far as the witch hunts sees male leadership attacking women for no other reason than their ability to heal and cure the sick. Food/natural remedies always cured and whom better to know that than women who care for their families and pass information down from generation to generation. When healing was accomplished using nature, conventional doctors at the time pushed to have the women declared witches and you can take it from there. Sterilization of women was a major drive developed across the world in the early 1900′s. and even in the 1800′s. Unless the homework is done it would be hard to connect the dots between sterilization, the birth control pill, hysterectomies, anti depression medication, Gardasil etc but a firm line exists straight through all of them. Here is a youtube clip regarding the firm attack on women through sterilization in North America. Again, do the homework because it is just not about Gardasil. Women and their ability to reproduce in a healthy way (or at all) has been the target for more than 300 years and it is the male dominated medical profession who is always holding the smoking gun. Go to my site and search “vaccines” or Gardasil because I write many articles about their inherent dangers. The best of luck. Remember all vaccines are like this, not just Gardasil. Thinking one vaccine is better than the other or one is bad and others are safe will just breed more websites like this.

  6. I am so worried my daughter 16 had her third shot just the other day not showing any ill signs. My other daughter 14 has had her shots 6 months ago. If anything like this happens I will lose my mind. The schools here offered it and I feel so guilty signing those papers. My heart goes out to the families of the victims. Wish I had known more about the vaccine.

  7. I have read every story and article that I can find on Gardasil. One of the many things that stands out from every single story is that all of the girls, and young women and their parents believed that the vaccine would PREVENT cancer. And yet, no where in any information given by Merck or CSL or Glaxo-Smith Kline, does it say the HPV vaccines will PREVENT cancer. These girls and their parents are being lied to by their doctors. The same doctors who have sold their souls to Big Pharma. These vaccines do NOT prevent cancer. Their ability to PREVENT HPV is also questionable. Please, parents, do not believe for 1 minute that your doctor has your child’s wellbeing on the top of his list. Instead, find out what he gains from pushing this drug. If he did as little research as I have on the subject, he would not push this drug which is no more than a toxic mix of chemicals that he himself would not injest, in any form. If, on the other hand, he pushes every drug offered by Big Pharma, ask yourself why? Do not make the mistake of thinking your doctor knows more than you do. Knowledge is Power.
    To those of you who are suffering, go to a Naturopath. Your body needs to rid itself of the toxic mix of chemicals in Gardasil and every other vaccine you have subjected it to. If you are reading this, you still have a chance. Don’t let another Healthcare Professional tell you it is psycosomatic. Trust your instincts and fight for your health. You may in fact be fighting for your life. God speed.

  8. [...] after using this vaccine. Megan’s story along with the many others is included on the website The Truth About Gardasil a site dedicated to the girls who have lost their lives to Gardasil a vaccine manufactured by Merck [...]

  9. Thank you for the information. Im very concerned that I have allowed my girls to receive the shot. This is first I have heard about these tragedys. My daughter was fortunate enough to hear about this at the mall, from a mother who has experienced this through her daughter. Thank you God, for sending this messenger and bringing this to our attention.

  10. I just left the Pediatricians office woth my 17 year old daughter. Her Dr., the same one she has had since birth, was pushing Gardasil hard, but I have done my homework about this drug and we had already decided against it. She blew a fuse and stormed out of the room. Time to find a new doctor.

  11. I don’t have daughters but I have two sons and my youngest is autistic by vaccine injection. I have been following the information about the Garadsil injuries and deaths. I want you to know that the autism community will support you every step of the way. We understand more than anyone how people can call you crazy, quote junk science and lie straight to your face about the truth on vaccines. My thoughts and prayers are with the families of our children “collateral damage” of herd medicine.

  12. At my daughter’s, (14 & 16), physicals last year, their pediatrician mentioned the Gardasil vaccine. I told her I wanted to read the material & think about it. I recently started seeing a chiropracter & he said you should educate yourself before making any decisions about any vaccine. Don’t just get the vaccine because your doctor recommends it. I’m glad I found this website & I’m so sorry for the families that have lost their daughters to this vaccine.

  13. I just allowed all 5 of my Daughters and 1 Son to receive the Gardasil vaccination and I am so hurt and scared now my heart goes out to every parent who’s lost their child over this vaccination. I pray that nothing would happen to my children. DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP AND SAVE MY CHILDREN!!!!!!

  14. Thank you for protecting my daughter. I grieve with you for yours, please know by sharing your stories- you are saving the lives of others.

  15. I had my 13 year old daughter vaccinated with Gardasil on Monday 5-3-10. She recieved, at the same time 4 other vaccines (Hep A, Varicella booster, Menactra, Tetanus booster). On Monday when we came home she was extremely fatigued and went to bed. She awoke later that night with complaints of pins and needles in her arm. I thought this was normal side effect and let her go back to bed. She got up and went to school on Tuesday. However, Tuesday morning by 11:15 AM her teacher was calling me and stating that my daughter did not look or feel well at all and that it was so bad to her, that she was going to leave school and bring her home to me. I went and got her and called the doctors office. She was complaining at that point of a very severe headache and dizziness. The nurse says to me”this is a normal side effect of Gardasil and that I should give it a few days”. I gave her ibuprofen and relieved her headache enough that she could sleep. Wednesday she was still complaining of the same headache and described it as “someone stabbing me in the back of my neck”. I called the doctor once again, and once again was told “give it till Saturdady and bring her in if not better. This could be from ANY one of the vaccines she was given and this is NOT an adverse reaction, it is a side effect.” Wednesday night she complains of nausea, sore throat, and headache. And the same this morning. I am scared to death that this is just the beginning and I dont know what to do!!!!! She also is extremely allergic to nickel and I’m not sure that her doctor should have EVER given her a heavy metal vaccine in the first place…Especially when she gave her a steroid cream for nickel reactions in the same visit!! PLEASE HELP! I dont know what to do!

  16. Dear Constance, I read your email reply from May 6th. I imagine no one needs to advise that your daughter not get any further Gardasil injections as you probably have already decided that for yourself. Do not let your doctor convince you otherwise. If you want to talk with me further about this, you can email me. Best wishes to you and your daughter. Emily Tarsell


  18. I am so sorry to hear about the tragedies that have come from vaccines. I am seriously thinking about organizing a protest at Merck’s headquarters in New Jersey. Please email me if you are interested and/or know how to get the word out.

  19. I agree all who participate work for promote vacinations knowing full well the danger should be sentanced as acomplices to murder someone has to be held accountable when we know that this vacine continue to be given all over the world, you cant tell me pople dont know the info is everywhere now…Vengence is Gods and I have faith those involved will get there punishment.

  20. I am a Mother who made sure my Daughter was vaccinated last year. I am crying right now thinking about her future, and if She too will develop a terminal illness because of my lack of knowledge. What do I do now?

  21. If she is ok now, she likely will be. Most of the Adverse events occur quickly

  22. I had my first shot of Gardasil 2 days back because I was afraid that I might have Cervical cancer like mom whom I took care for 2 months in the hospital. But after the shots, I flew back to UAE the next day and I noticed I was sweating too much while on flight when everyone was feeling cold. I ignored it and go on resting. Today I found our website and I felt scared that I might made the wrong choice of having the vaccine. I still have 2 syringe of Gardasil with me here and I am thinking of throwing this expensive medicine. I have severe headaches.. What should I do??

  23. STOP THIS IGNORANCE!! People die every day and it is not related to this shot or any other. To those who actually listen to “chiropractors” they are NOT doctors, but quacks who believe you should not take any prescription drugs (diabetes, high blood pressure or even if your child has a severe infection that could kill them) Those of you who are actually making death threats on this board and saying God will get those who made this drug are severely disturbed. Every vaccine “CAN” have a side affect, however death is very VERY rare and the risk of not getting this shot is great. I was raped and contacted the HPV virus years ago and it is one of the reasons my life been very tough. I made sure my 13 yr old received the vaccine and she is perfecty fine. Actually the risk of not getting many of the required vaccines are great, and you are taking your child’s life in your hand by not vaccinating. I am not being cruel, but none of the deaths above have been proven to be caused by this vaccine. (and by the way, I do know what it is like to lose a child, I buried my first infant years ago) so I understand a parents pain, but stop blaming it on this vaccine and others.

  24. As a mother of 2 daughters ages 13, and 11 my heart goes out to the parents have lost their child. I cant imagine going through anything like what you have had to. I have a friend who just had her daughter receive the first shot,and my daughter is going in for her physical today. I thought before i take her in i should look up info on this shot, and see side effects. I know the doctor will try to suggest the shot, but after seeing this web page,and many others there is no way i will allow them to vaccinate my daughter with this poision. I am horrified, shocked, and saddened that there is a product causing this much side effects, and even death, but yet still allowed to be given. My heart really hurts for these mothers that tried to do what was right for their children, and ended up with a horrible tragedy. Thank you to each parent that has taken the time to write your thoughts. It has helped me make my decision on a topic i had really not even thought, or known about.

  25. I am very sorry for what you have been through. However, for you to come to a page about those who have died, is completely insenstive and rude. You don’t have to agree with what is said here, but you need to be respectful to the pain and suffering that not only the family of these lost girls are going through, but also to the thousands and thousands AND thousands of girls who are suffering after getting an HPV vaccine. I do not believe one of us would go to a rape victim’s website, or even the website for mourning parents and say ” You should not have vaccinated your child” or any other such crude remark. Again. I’m sorry for your loss and for what happened to you, but this is not a place for you to express such opinions, especially since you are clearly uninformed about the HPV vaccines. I wish you well, and that your life circumstances improve.

  26. Anything and eveything can kill you when you think about it.

    I have had all three injections

  27. Hi, I¨m from Brasil, and I got my first gardasil shot one month ago, I have many problems, headeche, lake of sensibility on all body, my face too, dehydration, many other things. It¨s terrible. My eye is dry. Can someone help me about this, my eye is very dry and I don¨t no what I can do.I ¨m waiting some ansewer help. Thanks and congratulations about this site. Sorry about the english.

  28. My 2nd daughter, Christian Noel died in my arms(she just quit breathing) 24 hours after her first MMR vaccine in 1982. She was 7 weeks old. Cause of death:SIDS. Please love your children, don’t vaccinate them.

  29. I recently went with my 19 yr old daughter to her annual medical exam. Her doctor remindered her that she had not yet started her HPV vaccine series. I told him I was still researching the vaccine. He assured us that this was a good vaccine and was encouraging her to get the shots. I asked how many cases of cervical cancer he detects from PAP smears and how it is treated. In a month he may find 4 or 5 out of approximately 100 pap smears/month. Then typically an office procedure would erradicate the abnormal cells. The CDC(Center for Disease Control) indicates that in 2006 (the most recent yr. for cervical cancer research numbers)there were 3,976 deaths nationwide attributed to Cervical Cancer. In Washington State, where we live, there were 60 deaths attributed to Cervical Cancer in 2006. There was no information as to how many of these woman had received regular PAP smears, any PAP smear, or no PAP smear.Or was there cervical cancer diagnosed post mortum and deemed cause of death. Compare this number to the number of people nationally whose deaths are attributed to the flu (on the CDC website)from 1976 -2006 flu deaths/yr.
    low 3,000 – high 49,000.

    2009 began the big push for the Swine Flu vaccine. In 2009 there were over 12,000 fatalities from the flu. In 2008 there were 521 total deaths from car accidents and 182 of those were related to drunk driving. And again, 60 deaths in Washington state in 2006 from Cervical Cancer.

    After reading these numbers, knowing that doctors can easily detect the precancerous cervical cells with regular PAP smears, reading about the side effects of the HPV shot and the tragic deaths of too many young women, my daughter and I have decided she will not get the HPV shots. She’ll continue to get regular PAP smears. She will not get the flu shots either that the medical community and our government are eagerly pushing. We’ll try to eat healthy and stay healthy and steer clear of what seem to be ever more dangerous, unnecessary vaccines.

  30. Suspicious of pharmaceuticals I have refused 3 times this vaccine for my daughter. The last time was when she had to get a physical for track. The assistant in the clinic told me that this vaccine was REQUIRED in the state of Georgia. I told her it was not. Can you believe the incompetence?

  31. I am horrified at the lack of information that is given via the schools and know that many, many parents will consent to the vaccine without realising that there are serious and life threatening side effects that could affect their children. A consent form with a letter and leaflet are not enough for anyone to make an informed decision. My heart goes out to all who are suffering with this and to the parents that must be consumed with guilt for having consented to this vaccine. I cannot believe that the school and school practice nurse is comfortable with administering these vaccines even though they are aware (apparently) of what is going on. Institutions are afraid to rock the boat and it is up to us as parents and guardians to speak for our children.

  32. Thank you so much to this website my 12 year old daughter was due to get her vaccine at school.I decided to do some research online with her to see how much information we could find as the school issue leaflet was not very informative and i felt it didn’t really list any side effects. The school issue information just stated that she would have a swollen arm and possibly a headache. I really feel for all the families who have lost their young daughters or who’s daughters have been left severely ill after having the “vaccination”. I have now returned the slip back to my daughters school and have refused to consent to her being vaccinated. Many thanks again.

  33. Thank you for taking the time to comment. And unfortunately what you experienced with the lack of information, happens all too often, as it did with my daughter. That is one reason why I wanted to start this website. I’m so glad you found out BEFORE your daughter was vaccinated!

  34. My daughhter received the first gardasil shot 6 days ago. She also received Hep A, Chicken Pox booster and the nasal flu mist. I asked the doctor if it was a good idea to have all of these at one time. She reassured me that it was perfectly safe. My daughter has not had any side effects except for a headache and sore throat. I am completely terrified at this point after researching all of this. She will not be receiving any more shots. At what point can I feel safe that this has not harmed her. Will giving B complex possibly help. Please pray that she has not been harmed. Thank You.

  35. Hi Angela,

    I’m so glad your daughter has not shown any signs of an adverse reaction! Please just keep an eye on her. A lot of the girls that have been injured do take vitamins, but since I’m not a doc I can’t give medicval advice, so I would check with someone first. I would also watch for fatigue, continued headaches, blood pressure changes or even menstrual changes. Actually, just watch for any new medical symptoms. I pray that your daughter will not be affected! If you have any questions, or just want to stay in touch, you can find me on facebook as Marian Hollandsworth Greene or email at

  36. I’m getting this shot tomorrow… What I’ve red is awful & heartbreaking not to mention scary. I dread this shot and i wish I didn’t have to take it. Not looking forward to what will happen… </3


  37. Why do you “have” to get it? Please be careful and watch for any new health symptoms.

  38. Do not trust anything just because it is “FDA Approved.” Think about all of the drug commercials on TV. They are all “FDA Approved” but yet side effects include depression, blood clots, wanting to kill yourself, etc. However, if you look at a bottle of Vitamin C, it is not “FDA Approved.” Also, remember how many drugs that were originally “FDA Approved” have been recalled after numerous people have died. Of course, they are recalled after the drug company has made billions of dollars.

  39. The parents of vaccine damaged kids have been screaming warnings for years and most don’t listen to us. Now, sadly, with this happening to older children that can tell you what they are feeling after the shot, maybe people will wake up to just how dangerous ALL vaccines really are. It is not just the Gardasil that kills, ALL VACCINES CARRY THE RISK OF DEATH, seizures, autoimmune disease, the list goes on and on.

  40. First, my heart goes out to all of the precious moms on this website. May you find peace. My oldest daughter was, in my ignorance, fully vaccinated but as the years rolled on and other children appeared the recommended vaccinations increased to such an alarming number that I started research and my 2 youngest are not vaccinated while my middle daughter is partially. This Gardasil vaccine put up a special red flag for me as the printed information didn’t say it would prevent cancer like it was hyped up to and thankfully I was able to read between the lines in their literature and none of my 3 daughters were vaccinated with it despite aggressive pushing from the children’s doctor. A side effect of my pediatrician aggressively pushing vaccines is that I quit taking my children to the pediatrician and just started taking them to my regular doctor who doesn’t seem to have the need to try to force the vaccines on me like the pediatrician did. Maybe he’s not as knowledgeable in childhood health or maybe not getting the same incentives from the drug company.

  41. I have a sixteen year old daughter that has gotten all three of the vaccines and lately for the last month she has been complaining of headaches and she has been feeling very weak.
    Today we all sat down to eat dinner and she just fell on the floor from weakness and next thing I know steph is throwing up…I’m on my way to the hospital with because after looking
    up her symptoms I came across this page and I’m terrified now…Thanks to all that posted and spoke of your tragedy, sorry for all that lost there children or a love on.May God
    Bless you all.

  42. What is this world coming to that a piece of green paper is more important than childs lifes. Im and 18 yr old boy doing a persuasion paper on the dangers of vaccines. The more i research it and the people who have died it makes me want to cry. We must be educated before we make desisions. Love everybody. The most important things in life aren’t things. Go with God!

  43. Reading all of these stories just breaks my heart. Parents, PLEASE do not give your children these shots. HPV is a preventable disease, and there is absolutely no reason to subject children to the dangers of this vaccine when there are safer and effective alternatives. Begin by teaching your children abstinence, which is 100% effective and 100% safe for preventing HPV. But if that is not possible, teach them to use safe sex practices that will prevent this disease. I have a nephew with autism and I know first hand the ravages that vaccines can cause – so please, get informed and don’t count on the FDA to protect you. The FDA has approved too many dangerous vaccines, drugs and procedures because they have been “bought” by the health/pharmaceutical/medical industry. Parents must take their children’s health into their own hands and that begins by getting informed.

  44. You know, a while back I’d say, 2006, at the time I was 18 just getting over the side effect that mononucleosis left on me, a swollen lymph node, so I had gone to the doctor to make sure it was nothing more than that and not cancer or the like. While I was in the doctors office, the nurse and doctor started badgering me on getting my tetanus booster and gardasil, I felt an uneasy feeling, not just a normal needle anxiety but something told me to get out of there. When I refused and started to leave they got very angry. I know it wasn’t anger for my welfare it was because of money. I am so happy I refused back then, reading these tragic stories make me feel like I potentially doged a bullet.

  45. My daughter received her first Gardasil shot about a year ago and within 3 weeks developed her first ever UTI (urinary tract infection) which didn’t respond to antibiotics. She had to have 2 more rounds of stronger antibiotics before it dissapeared. Anyone who’s had a UTI knows how awful it feels.

    Coincidentaly at the same time I heard about Jasmine Renata’s death due Gardasil, thanks to her brave mum who spoke out on the NZ TV news, which I heard about through someone on a forum online.
    So thanks to her my daughter has been spared more shots of Gardasil.

    Unfortunately Gardasil is still being offered through schools here in NZ, thanks to ignorant officials who only look at data on Mercks Gardasil trials, and don’t question where these reports are coming from, the integrity of the company and whether there is a conflict of interest there – Merck makes profit for Shareholders, Merck conducts the trails. Anyone fool could work it out!

    Thankyou to all the mums who bravely speak out against Big Pharma, Government-who-aren’t-earning-their-keep, and anyone else responsible for the insanity that is Gardasil

  46. Gardasil contains polysorbate 80,which has been proven to cause sterilization in rats. Sodium borate is the active ingredient in roach killer. Gardasil is a SALE pediatricians will push on you to make money and retire sooner. 70% of all HPV infections resolve ON THEIR OWN within 1 year, and 90% resolve ON THEIR OWN within 2 years. You have found this site-please educate friends and relatives about the dangers of this unnecessary snake oil vaccine.

  47. It would be great if this site put together a page wherein we could easily link up to our state and federal representatives and also the makers of the vaccines to send our letters of concern, pain, etc. It is great to have a site to mobilize people – and it’s good to be able to process your pain via sharing – but most people here have had a bad experience with gardasil – I think what would also be good is to be able to ‘vent’ by being able to send out letters of pain and wrath to our government reps, FDA and the makers, physicians pushing this stuff etc. Can the webmaster add an advocate page so that everyone coming to the site can easily petition their reps – it would add a layer of DOING SOMETHING! And coming together not only to tell the tragic stories, but to feel we leave the site after being able to complain to someone in POWER so that possibly they will DO SOMETHING about removing this from the public. If you don’t want HPV, do what women have done for decades: be careful who you have sex with and/or use condoms. This was the advice I gave a friend before she ran her daughter through 3 shots of gardasil. That girl is still having problems in her second year of college. I’ve read “they” are recommending this to 12yr old girls but that the actual coverage of the vaccine lasts only 2 years. Will they even BE sexually active at 12, 13, 14? Will it EVEN be around to ‘help’ them when they are 20? NO ONE KNOWS! I am 57 and in my life I have not met another female with HPV. It’s preventable with lifestyle changes but the injuries that come from the multiple vaccines children are being injected with are NOT preventable unless you opt out. By the way: no matter if it’s a STATE or FEDERAL requirement to receive a vaccine, a parent can opt out for their child on religious basis. Do the research on this, put a letter on file at your childs physician’s and school office that they are NOT to have ANY vaccines and consider deeply every vaccine your child is ‘required’ to have or advised to have. Choose – don’t have them done routinely and I hate when they double or triple vaccines in one sitting – the reactions by each child’s immune system simply cannot be guessed at. The thought of tiny babies receiving many many vaccines before they are 6 makes me shudder for their safety.

  48. I totally agree with you, and this is actually something we have been working on. We hope to have it up very soon. Thank you so much for taking the time to comment. We welcome your suggestions and activism, so please continue to check back and feel free to share any ideas you may have.

  49. Am very grateful to have a doctor who is not only well-educated, but compassionate and who does not push the vaccines on my family. Four daughters, no gardasil, thanking my lucky stars!

  50. Parents are really being taken to the cleaners with this shot. I was at a conference where the speaker was pushing it to us mothers starting with our 9 yrs girls!! My friend’s son was cornered by 2 nurses as they tried to get him to take it. He walked out of the office! In some of the articles I read, the doc pushing it does not use the word Gardasil, they call the the HPV or cervical cancer shot. Could that be because many of us have heard about the bad side effects. If our 9 yr old kids are having sex, then we have a bigger problem! God help us and do not let you kids get this shot!!

  51. This is the most disturbing website that I have come across in a while. Nothing can be said to comfort a mother from grief so overwhelming as that of losing a child. Truly, to lose a child at the hands of the very people that you trust and turn to for care can only be described as an ultimate act of treason. Any mother that has lost a child because of this should not blame herself under any circumstances. Remember, you were betrayed. Something that is equally as frightening as these stories will be discovering places in America where the government mandates the force inoculation of a child. All the while, an opt-out clause is not being fully disclosed. That is not only misleading, but it is also frightening in what is supposed to be a free society. Are we supposed to become accustomed to our children dying, as we must become accustomed to other things like body scanners at the airports? My biggest fear is that we have crossed the point of no return in America concerning this type of madness. These changes are happening so gradually that not many people are noticing them until it is having a direct impact on their lives. However, when enough women become fed up with the direction America is going we might begin to see some real changes. Let us hope so.

  52. To find out why it got approval, just follow the money as usual. Many politicians not unlike Gov. Rick Perry mandate it, then they get BIG donations from people like Merk!

  53. I had HPV, and had to be monitored closely for some time. Thankfully, the infection went away completely on its own within 2 years. I did get all three Guardisill shots to protect against different strains of HPV and had no negative reaction. However, if you are diligent about getting pap smears every year, I don’t see why this vaccine is necessary. HPV can be detected easily in pap smears and can be treated in a variety of ways.

  54. Last post was February 16, 2011….what happened?

  55. Thank you so much for sharing this!

  56. I can assure you that this site is updated on a regular basis. There is some sort of glitch that will not change the date of the original post. It’s very frustrating, I know!

  57. Another death is Natalie Morton, aged 14 in UK.
    She dropped to the floor 75 minutes after the shot. She died within the hour in hospital.

  58. Could the recent Collapse and death of a 16-year old Los Angeles Cheerleader be related to this Gardasil vaccination??

  59. We have heard this question from several people, and unfortunately do not have any answers. So tragic! Our hearts and prayers are with the family of this young girl.

  60. Gardisil did not kill these young people. I had a colleague, a muscular 24-year-old man, who died out of the blue from an undiscovered heart defect. Had he taken a vaccine beforehand, it wouldn’t have been the vaccine’s fault.

    I am sorry for your losses, but don’t blame a vaccine on what happened. Out of the hundreds of thousands of girls who have been vaccinated, including my own daughter, only a handful happen to have died after receiving it? And not at any predictable interval afterwards? It is indeed coincidence.

    I personally contracted HPV and didn’t realize I had till it flared up during my first pregnancy (when my immune system was weak). The doctor watched my paps, then I had a biopsy, then it was decided that I need a LEEP procedure to avoid its future development into cancer.

    Had the vaccine been available, I wouldn’t have gone through that at all. And those women who are not lucky enough to catch it early enough – including those women who may have gotten it from one of my partners – couldn’t they also benefit from the vaccine?

    And frankly, especially since no one seems to be afraid of contracting HIV/AIDS anymore, guys and girls are much more at ease not using condoms. That’s a fact. I would advise people to take advantage of modern medicine.

    There have already been studies debunking the widely-held belief of parents of autistic children than MMR vaccines were at fault for their children’s condition.

    Don’t go after a drug company just because you need an explanation for the senseless death of your daughter.

  61. I’m sorry about the loss of your colleague and for all of your health problems. I’m also happy to hear your daughter didn’t have any issues after her vaccination. However, that doesn’t mean that many girls AND boys have been as lucky. Of course, you are entitled to your opinion, but you can not tell me that after hearing from countless people who have had either an adverse reaction or lost someone after getting this vaccine – most perfectly healthy prior to the vaccination – with only the vaccine in common, and all suffering from the very same side effects listed on the vaccine insert, that these illnesses are not caused by the vaccine.

  62. I also want to clarify that this site is not about “going after a drug company”, it’s about savings lives and giving a voice to people who have been injured by a vaccine. Truth About Gardasil is telling the side of this that most people don’t know, because the information is not widely known.

  63. I am also very concerned about this outrageous attack on the vaccine. I acquired HPV when I WAS RAPED 24 yrs ago and at the age of 47 now,many years later, I still have problems related to it. The vaccine DID not cause these deaths. My daughter received the vaccine and she is fine. These people would have died even if they did not receive the vaccine.Unfortunately, things happen, not related to the vaccine. The virus also does NOT go away to the poster saying it does. Mine did not go away. I am very sorry for these people that lost a child ( I have also buried a child) but it was not because of the vaccine. Would you not vaccinate your kids for the other diseases like polio, rubella etc? This is just ridiculous and you will not find a doctor around ( at least one that is competent and board certified) that does not agree with me.

  64. @Susan I am sorry for trauma that you experienced so many years ago. I am also sorry for so much tragedy recorded on this board. However after reading your post, its clear that your emotion clouds your judgement. I will never say that ALL vaccinations are harmfull. However just to take the establishments assurance that its safe, is just labeling yourself another sheep. Please, these people shared there stories with us in hope that more research will be done, and truth be told. If 20 years from now when enough data has been collected and it has been shown to cause these deaths and more…will that cause you to think about what ever new drug is being pushed on us?

  65. my doctor wanted me in this drug trial and now im glad that i went and looked gardisil up,i am so aorry for all yalls losses but thank you all for posting these coments

  66. So many tragedies. When will they all end?

    Many serious injuries after Gardasil are due to autoimmune conditions and also symptoms which are appear to be brain damage.

    In drug targeting polysorbate 80/Tween 80 is used to assist in the delivery of certain drugs (especially psychiatric, nano-drugs or chemotherapeutic agents) across the blood-brain barrier and into the brain tissue. Polysorbates act by rendering the barrier more porous (“open it up”).
    The obvious deduction is that this is likely to happen regarding vaccines.

    In Gardasil there is the risk of passage being facilitated of neurotoxic aluminium and other substances crossing the blood-brain barrier and gaining contact with the brain tissue. Aluminium does not belong in the brain!

    Many young girls have died after Gardasil vaccines. Autopsies rarely if ever include investigation of brain tissue. This may be of paramount importance towards revealing the truth about this vaccine.

    There is little or no support by the authorities for autopsies, sometimes there is direct resistance. Parents of the girls who have died are in a desperately unhappy situation and many would maybe wish for but do not have the resources for autopsies.

    A special fund would perhaps be a good idea and would bring us closer to knowing the reasons for all the tragedies which are caused by this vaccine.

  67. I just got my daughter her second shot today…I am so scared now after reading this site. Is there anything I need to watch for? I am not having her get the third dose.

  68. Thank you so much for this information. I have a 13 year old daughter and have been unsure about starting the vaccine. After reading this website and many others both positive and negative there is no way I am making my daughter have this. The bad far outweigh the good. As for the previous poster… You do not know that these deaths weren’t from the vaccine! These were healthy girls! You have no right saying that to these grieving families! I only wish all of you had this info before having the vaccine done. My heart goes out to all of you. As parents we all want the best for our kids…you were doing what you thought was best.Much love to all of you.

  69. There are worse things then death! You can ask my daughter who lives but her life was over after getting the first shot of Gardasil. Living in hell paralyzed from the neck down is worse i am afraid. Would you not choose death over that?

    Our young and healthy daughter begged and scremed to let her die so loud that the hallways were filled with it night and day as the drug induced an auto immune reaction in her brain making her feel as if she was on fire and when they gave her pain meds she coded.

    We live with the echos of our girl screaming and begging for death for the rest of our lives and grieve for a death that will take years more to end.

    Her body curled up into a painful ball of cramped muscles so violently that they had to use Botox to paralyze her muscles just to get her flat again before she coded.

    They brought her back and did a brain biopsy the old way since machines might be contaminated. They drilled a hole the size of your thumb with a hand drill while she was awake the whole time becasue sedation had alrerady stopped her heart.

    They left the hole in her head and now she bounces from expert to expert as each tries to discover the obvious: A perfectly healthy 21 year old with no history or family history of serious medical problems went to a clinc one day and got one shot of a vaccine. The rest is too hoorifying for description!

    I will say that as a stastics major this may be rare and relatively as safe as many other vaccines assuming one in a million will be destroyed along with entire famalies as collateral damage to some kind of limited protection scheme. One would be better off playing Russian roulet because at leats the loser gets to die quickly!

  70. Oh and for Susan above whos daughter was not killed by the vaccine and therfore has proven that no one dies from this drug. Are you serious?

    I can show you people who have fallen from aircraft wihtout a working parachute and walked away! Therfore jumping out at 10,000 feet is perfectly safe! I am sorry you got raped and got HPV but i hope you’re not thinking that gives you a fraction of the information needed to dismiss what I have personally seen happen.

    I am glad your daughter is safe for now and I feel sorry for you if later she becomes the one in a million you dismissed, that gets destroyed because of your emotional and singular experience and opinion.

    Sky diving is of course more dangerous then Gardacil but my paralyzed daughter would love to try it and many other things if she could just move after her singlular experience with Gardasil.

  71. People need to wake up and stop being naive. It doesn’t take too much research to find that one of the people involved in getting Gardasil approved through two of it’s phases is questioning the safety and efficacy of the vaccine which as a three course program of shots, offers only 5 years of cover. She has stated that the possible side effect risks are not outweighed by any benefits. I have always had my children vaccinated, but this is one they won’t be having. Even if it’s only a small number who die, if it were your child, the statistics would mean nothing.

  72. I am so very sorry for the losses of each of your daughters. There are no words to take away your pain. Thank you for sharing your stories. It is so important for parents of young girls to have this website!
    For those that have said there is NO WAY the vaccines could have caused these deaths, I wonder how many of you have actually READ the warnings on the vaccine inserts? There you will find many of the possible complications/ issues that the drug companies are aware of and legally have to share. Drug companies have funds set up to pay out to families of victims of vaccine reactions. If there were no risk, why would they need to warn us, and why would they need to have funds set up to compensate families. Do your homework, don’t be naive or ignorant. There are risks to ALL medications, especially for those that might have some sort of underlying autoimmune condition. Be thankful you didn’t have to write a story on this page about your daughter(s), and respect those who have lost theirs.

  73. Well, this is truly sad and I give my heart felt condolences to all of you parents left behind. I have not lost a child, but have two that have been affected by vaccinations. Both boys and both around the age of 2 1/2. They are now 16 and 18, but have “issues” relating to their vaccinations to this day. Of course, no doctor will say definitively, but I know. I am their mother and I know them very well. We all know in our hearts.

    To you two women who blindly advocate vaccines, you should be ashamed of yourselves. First of all you are uninformed. There is much information out there regarding vaccines and the serious complications and deaths that surround them, you obviously either work for a pharmaceutical company and feel threatened or are just plain ignorant, Either case, you have no business responding as you did on this site.

    These families are grieving and they KNOW what killed their daughters, they don’t need any doctor or autopsy to prove that. Although it would be nice if the industry would finally face all the hundreds of thousands of people negatively affected by their chemicals, make an honest apology and change their tactics. No more chemicals in the vaccines. Until that happens, stay away from any injection, so called medicine and research natural alternatives and cures. They are out there, for everything that you can think of. Peace and Love

  74. I too was raped 22 years ago & now have HPV for 4 years now. I also have an autistic 13 year old daughter. Neither of these facts makes me an authority on Guardasil. The best one can do is read & educate yourself and your children. If you keep digging, you’ll find that one of the female researchers of this vaccination has been speaking out against its use for about 2 years now.

    Please, stop making uneducated remarks about the safety of this or any other vaccination until you have done ALL THE RESEARCH. FOLLOW THE MONEY. THIS ONE WAS RUSHED TO MARKET. IT’S GOT A LONG WAY TO GO UNTIL I WILL FEEL IT IS SAFE FOR MY DAUGHTER.

  75. I am a Medical Assistant and I have to give the Gardisil injection to girls and women. It kills me. I don’t know what I should do!! If I refuse to give the shots, I’m sure I wouldn’t have a job anymore. I try to just tell myself that it’s up to each individual person or parent to do the research…but I still feel guilty. I have been against Gardisil since it came out, and I hate it with a passion. If only for the reason that the FDA rushed it through the approval process and didn’t do any testing/trials on the effects on girls aged 9 to 15. The recommended age was 9 to 26! There is no way for anyone to know the long-term effects. I shudder to think what they will be.

  76. Please accept my empathy for all of your losses. My step-daughter is 11 and her mother had already forced her to take the 1st Gardisil shot. When I found out I went postal. When she took her for the 2nd shot her daughter completely flipped out when the nurse told her there was a chance she might pass out so they were going to make her stay at the doctor’s office for fifteen minutes after the shot took place to observe her. My wife whigged out on me saying I made her daughter crazy with my talk about the shot. I told her these corporations make billions of dollars of these vaccines and have absolutely no accountability if there product injures or kills anyone. And an important thing to note here is that not everyone dies from the shot. Some are normal and experience nothing, then there are others who suffer daily from extreme pain that never occurred until after they got the shot. Reading this page has me worried because my step daughter complained after the second shot that the injection site really hurt this time. And she has complained about severe headaches everyday after school for a couple months. Mark my words, someday MERCK will voluntarily remove Gardisil to avoid any huge court battles, not that they could ever be sued anyway and no coroner is going to put his job on the line by stating that Gardisil killed anyone. I you or I came out with a solution or a “cure” to a disease like cervical cancer and treated someone for it we would go to jail for practicing medicine without a license, if they died we would go to jail indefinitely and rightly so. I pray everyday my step daughter is okay. My heart goes out to all of you who lost your perfect daughters.

  77. All vaccines are definitely not safe. It was recommended that we vaccinate our children against swine flu H1N1, and now two years later the health board in Ireland have recognised that it has caused untreatable narcolepsy in hundreds of these children.

    Thalidomide was recommended to pregnant mothers in the UK seven years after it was banned in America.

    The drug companies tests are not infallible, and it is their refusal to question their results that is so wrong.

    Their blind confidence and stubbornness may result in condemning countless healthy people to pain and suffering or even death.

  78. To all the parents who have lost a loved one or the girls going thru all the pain and suffering I offer my deapest condolences. I am a pediatric nurse, and I regularly administer the gardasil vaccine. I was like so many other nurses, saying Gardasil was a good vaccine with no major side effects except flu like symptoms and fainting. I started researching the vaccine when my neice became very ill and I believe it was due to gardasil. What I want to say to all those who believe it could not be the vaccine due to the fact that doctors would not give it if it could cause such horrible side effects it this: I have the package insert in my hand….none of the signs or symptoms are mentioned in this insert from the manufacturer. The physicians do not know about these symptoms because the drug company does not disclose them to the doctors. I have personally called Merck to ask a question on gardasil and the reply is always…. It appears to be safe, we have no research to believe that _______(whatever condition I ask about) could be harmful in any way. A smart way to say I don’t know. I am not the type to state a vaccine is to blame for anything…..but more research needs to be done before more children are harmed…..

  79. I just wanted to state one more thing…My daughter is 12… I have personally researched every vaccine she has ever gotten and she will NOT be getting any vaccines for HPV. If there is a 1 chance in 5 billion that she could die, it’s one chance too much!

  80. This is really sad, I saw a few months ago the head of the cancer council in Australia promoting this vaccine, and I could tell by the look in his eyes he knew exactly what this was going to do. I am sorry for your losses, may God rest their souls, we are natural organisms we have a natural immune system, I think doctors should pay more attention to this fact and suggest natural ways to protect ourselves, but we also need to stay away from GMO foods, heaven help us all.

  81. Texas Mom on October 21, 2011 at 12:49 pm
    I feel sorry for someone who cannot see the truth of the danger of all vaccines ..Deaths reported from Swine and normal flu shots.If you think vaccines are OK then think of this …in th 1990s the W.H.O. sent Tetanus vaccine to the 3rd world and it was laced with Chorionic Gonadtrophan and this is the hormaone a woman produduces when she gets pregnant but they will now spontaneously abort so they can put ANYTHING in the vaccines.the information is there if you look for it.

  82. I want to thank you for this website! As a mother of 2 young girls, I have decided NOT to vaccinate my girls. All the arguments point toward not using the vaccine. Many drugs have been recalled in the past when deaths have occurred. This may eventually be one of them!

  83. Many of you may be very correct in stating that the drug did not cause the death. In my opinion, the risk far outweighs the benefit. Thank you all for sharing.

  84. I greatly appreciate the information about GARDASIL on this site. I almost gave this vaccine to my 13 year old son on doctors recommendation. I wanted to read up on it more. I’m so glad I took a proactive approach to do this first. He is my only son and would be devastated if anything happened to him. My condolences go out to families for their losses. Thank you for saving mine.

  85. Hi, I accidently stumbled across this site. I don’t know how I got here, but I am glad I did. I am the proud mother of four absolutely wonderful girls, aged 24,22,20 and 18. I heard first about Gardisal, years ago, but I didn’t have the money for the vaccinations, and I am so glad I didn’t. I am so sorry for the losses of your daughters. May they rest in peace. Thank you to all involved for this website.

    And it is clear to me, that those 2 people defending a vaccine, with two different tragic stories, are probably working for the big pharm itself. The vaccine wouldn’t of saved them, didn’t they read about the length of protection? Didn’t they read it doesn’t protect from cancer?

  86. Thanks so much for your comment. So glad your daughters did not go through any of this!

  87. Thank you so much for you comment! We’re happy you found us, and that you have researched prior to your girls being vaccinated.

  88. Such tragedies. Blessings to the families of the girls who have died.
    There are too many unanswered questions regarding Gardasil:

    Next time a doctor, vaccine nurse, health authorities, media or other promoters suggest Gardasil, ask them to provide serious unbiased peer reviewed studies with documentation for all these hitherto unanswered questions:
    Whether it prevents cancer, necessity for boosters, whether it increases the risk of cancer, whether there is increased risk of cancer due to the unexpected discovery by an independent laboratory of aluminium bound recombinant HPV DNA, whether Gardasil vaccinated may donate blood without the aluminium bound recombinant HPV DNA causing serious health consequences for the recipient, whether there is increased risk of autoimmune disorders due to the recombinant HPV DNA, if HPV is necessarily an infection transmitted by sexual intercourse, whether the vaccine causes genotoxicity, whether it targets the relevant virus strains in different demographics, whether the strains change in the course of time, adverse events due to concomitant administration with other vaccines, the true numbers and extent of serious adverse events, long term serious side effects, what the results would be if a true placebo had been used in all the clinical trials, what the results of clinical trials would be if Merck had not used their own exclusion criteria, whether there is increased risk of blood clots when Gardasil is combined with hormonal contraceptive pills, whether there is an increased risk of brain damage, consequences of “bridging” – the extrapolation of study results from one group to another, potentially serious consequences if the vaccine is not thoroughly shaken, whether the vaccine will increase the risk of infertility due to polysorbate, whether polysorbate is carcinogenic, health consequences due to the presence of the combination of polysorbate and l-histidine, whether aluminium adjuvant is safe, consequences due to the presence sodium borate (borax), whether the vaccine will increase the risk of miscarriages, stillbirths or babies born with anomalies, whether Gardasil is excreted in human milk, the complete list of ingredients, whether possible benefits outweigh the risks.
    After you are completely satisfied with all the answers, then you can start considering whether or not to take this vaccine.

  89. “Belief in immunization is a form of delusional insanity.”
    Dr Herbert Shelton, USA

    “Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities.”

  90. Hmmm… I’m kind of wondering if you guys will be fair and post my comment..

  91. The FDA and the CDC said that with millions of vaccinations “by chance alone some serious adverse effects and deaths” will occur in the time period following vaccination, but have nothing to do with the vaccine.[44] More than 20 women who received the Gardasil vaccine have died, but these deaths have not been causally connected to the shot.[44] Where information has been available, the cause of death was explained by other factors.

  92. My granddaughter, 14 years old has had migraine headaches over 9 months. She has been to every kind of doctor. Had a surgery on her sinus but that has not stopped the headaches, Her family has done everything they can do but she still has the debilitating headaches. I believe it is from the gardasil shots. She was a grade A student and carrying enough subjects to be a JR in college when she left high school. Now she cannot even go to school. I am so upset and furious. Merk invented that junk so they should be FORCED to invent something to take it out of the system or neutralize it in some way. I do not care if it bankrupts them. I believe it is harming too many children.

  93. You’re right, the FDA and the CDC have said they are basically safe. However, so have all of the drugs that have ever been recalled. Look at Vioxx. It was once looked at as a miracle drug. And by the way, over 120 people have died in connection with an HPV vaccine and statistics show only 1 to 10% of all vaccine injury / deaths get reported. So that number is probably much much higher. Also, I have been lucky enough to speak with one of the developers of both of these vaccines, and she expressed some concern. I can tell you that if the developer has some concerns – so should we.

  94. Guess you have your answer, huh?

  95. For any one who has written on this page that the HPV didn’t kill these young people, what a sadistic and uncaring statement to make. Please refrain from making such comments. We WILL NOT allow our daughter to receive this dangerous vaccine. If a young lady is receiving regular pap smears, then they are taking precaution for early detection of cancer. Governor Perry is an idiot to make the vaccine mandatory. Anytime, parental rights are usurped by the government, that in itself is totally suspect. My heart was deeply moved reading these stories and I will continue to make sure families are informed of this dangerous vaccine.

  96. Susan on October 25, 2011 at 9:33 pm
    I am also very concerned about this outrageous attack on the vaccine. I acquired HPV when I WAS RAPED 24 yrs ago and at the age of 47 now,many years later, I still have problems related to it. The vaccine DID not cause these deaths. My daughter received the vaccine and she is fine.

    I am very sorry you were raped 24 years ago, but it’s fairly clear that you are projecting the rage you feel towards your rapist and the HPV he gave you onto the rest of society. It is PROVEN 100% without a doubt that SEVERE side effects related to Gardasil have effected mostly teenage girls (not the 10-12 age range apparently) IN SCANDINAVIA where I live, Norway alone has already given 110 compensation payouts to teenage girls FOR NARCOLEPSY related to the HPV vaccination, and that’s just ONE possible side effect of the drug. Sweden, Finland, etc., have also made compensation payouts to teenage girls whose LIVES ARE RUINED forever, because of a neurological condition that has no real treatment. If a medication has such dire side effects to the neurological functions, I have NO DOUBT what-so-ever that it can, and does, and will KILL.

    GIVE ME A BREAK – and for those who ask – can’t the vaccine help people who already have HPV, the answer is NO – AND – if you receive the vaccine and you’ve already been exposed to HPV it INCREASES your chance of cervical cancer, and GUESS WHAT? They don’t test you first.

    That girl Santana who had HPV-related respiratory infection, i8s probably a good example. They already know receiving the vaccine increases your chances of cervical cancer IF you were already exposed to HPV…WHAT ABOUT ALL THE OTHER illnesses caused by HPV, you know it’s not just about ‘cervical cancer’ there are SO MANY forms of HPV and expression of HPV – it is only logical to conclude that ANY possible symptom, illness, expression of HPV infection will be increased if you’ve already been exposed.

    SORRY to the people who say ‘they would have died anyway’, because you are so wrong and ludicrous in your declarations of knowledge, where there is none, that it borders on obscenity. Healthy, active, teenage girls do not routinely fall over dead with ‘undetermined’ causes. Do you think the government cares about you? NO, it does not. Do you think the CDC has the means, honestly, to actually determine whether or not the vaccine caused these deaths, because they DON’T.

    The only way most side effects are discovered is through the suffering of the victims. Complaints and outrage. Singular is another wonderful example. How many parents were told by doctors they were ‘crazy’ when they complained of their young child’s depression, violent behavior, hallucinations, night terrors, constant weeping with suicidal depressive statements – 5 year olds saying things like ‘if I were gone, nobody would care’ ONLY to find out MANY YEARS LATER that the FDA – FINALLY acknowledged that singular DOES cause neuropsychiatric problems. 10′s of thousands of people had to complain before they would EVEN ADMIT IT.

    If you don’t think ‘it’s all about the money’ then ignorance must be bliss. Well, sadly for those who lost their children or watch them suffer with permanent debilitating illness – IT’S NOT BLISS.

  97. I’m so sorry about your granddaughter, Doris. I hope that some of the info you were sent will be helpful. Sheila is wonderful and very knowledgeable. You and your family will stay in our thoughts and prayers!

  98. Most people don’t know that in the original trial, the FDA allowed Merck to put reactive aluminum in the *placebo* – so that their poisonous Gardasil vaccine, which also contained reactive aluminum, would not compare unfavorably in their clinical “trial” (experiment) on young girls.

    CNN special report on the dangerous and useless Gardasil vaccine.

    i think 42 deaths and over 3,500 harmful reaction, many serious, some debilitating, is pretty good for a vaccine that doesn’t work, don’t you?

    ‎”In fact, only four months after Perry signed his order for mandated Gardasil vaccines, there were 13 cases of adverse vaccine reactions reported to the VAERS system, a database of Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting system. There were thousands more negative reactions reported that were never touched by the mainstream media. By this alone, Rick Perry should have dismantled his executive order – but did he? Certainly not.”

  99. Thank you for this website. I live in South Africa. The S.A. Minister of Health (Dr Aaron Motsoaledi)has announced that 520 000 young girls between the ages of 9 and 10 will be getting the HPV vaccine beginning February next year. They will be targetting the poorer communities who cannot afford the vaccine. Yup, thats over half a million precious little girls, many of whom are already malnourished and immuno-compromised. Instead of focusing on good nutrition, they are going to give them 3 doses of this vaccine.

    And now I know the truth. I have known for a long time that vaccines are the sacred cow of medicine, but this HPV vaccine beggars belief. I feel very overwhelmed and so angry. Where to begin. All I know is that we as parents, elders and community members have to take our POWER back and say NO! Enough suffering. May we all find the courage, guidance and strength to do this.

    I will be spreading word in my community and referring as many as I can to this website.

  100. Someone stated up above that HPV does not go away on their own. Oh you sad, poor thing. Dr.s love keeping people ignorant.

    “HPV infection is experienced by the majority of sexually active women and men and is naturally cleared from the body within two years by more than 90 percent of those, who become infected. Antibodies to the HPV type, which caused the infection, remain in the body to help prevent future re-infection with that same HPV type.”

    Don’t you pro vaccine people understand that MERK and other Big Pharma companies are only interested in making billions. MERK is expected to make over 4 billion dollars in just 5 years. Off ONE vaccine! It’s about money, and the health industry only makes money if the people are sick. Get a clue.

  101. Texas Mom and Susan: you are both in denial. Many vaccines have good safety records after decades of use. But Gardasil isn’t one of them! Just like with Vioxx, the public is the guinea pigs for this drug. And in this case, it’s healthy teenagers who are victims. Just because your daughter wasn’t injured by Gardasil, doesn’t make it safe. There is no way to predict which girl will be injured or die. But we know for certain that cervical cancer is quite rare and Gardisil only protects against some strains of HPV, for a few years. Mothers, don’t gamble with your childrens’ health and lives! I was injured by a prescription drug and prescription drugs are a leading cause of death in the U.S. Google it!

  102. I just found out my 14 year old niece received her first shot of Gardisil. I spoke to her father and voiced my concern and his response was that their doctor recommended it and he and my sister-in-law didn’t want her to get cervical cancer. I asked him if he knew that some girls had been adversely affected by this vaccine. He said “No”, but would go home and read the brochure. A little late. As you can see, even the well meaning public are duped into thinking that if the doctor has no problem giving this shot, it has to be safe!!!! There is definitely a lack of education and information. I wonder if this is on purpose…keeping people in the dark to sell more drugs and make more money.

    I pray that nothing happens to my niece as I love her dearly as she has two more shots to get over the next 6 months. It pains me to know that she has an 11 year old sister waiting in the wings destined for the same fate. I hope my brother and sister-in-law reconsider their decision before it’s too late.

    It broke my heart to read how many other families have suffered with the damage and deaths of their girls…and now going after the boys!!! This is truly INSANE!

  103. To ” Texas Mom” who wrote into this memorial…..please realize that you can be no more certain that these beautiful young women did NOT die as a result of this vaccine than he families can be sure that it did. At least the parents who wrote in…. Admit that it is not a certainty that their precious children died of this cause…. But I believe their is certainly enough eveidence, in the form of lost lives…. to warrant an immediate ( now, overdue) investigation.
    I met a loving mother a few summers ago, at a seminar…. She shared with me the story of her daughter and her daughter’s death which appeared to be related to this vaccine. As she kissed her daughter’s picture and put it away, I thanked her for warning me of this possible danger to my daughter who has NOT received the vaccine and may be alive today thanks to this woman who clearly has a mission. She is in my prayers.

  104. My 11 year old son was given his second HPV shot last week. After the shot, he developed a rash all over his torso, which has gotten increasingly worse. The reason he was given any vaccinations is because my husband took our son to the doctor when I was at work…the doctor said it was necessary to have the shots, and my husband believed her. The doctor did not provide any information on the vaccination- beyond that it prevented sexually transmitted diseases and would be a proactive step to help any girls my son may become sexually active with when he is older. I am so worried and sick about this. I hope the rash is the worst of it for my precious boy. Japan has pulled the plug on the vaccination. I hope people will make more informed decisions than we did about this vaccination.

  105. My name is john and I am a divorcee with 2 wonderful daughters I share joint custody of them and my oldest daughter is 10 and their mother decided because she was diagnosed with hpv that she would get our daughter the shots without consulting with me and know I am very distraught over her decision. My first reaction was what has she done to our little girl. I have been sick to my stomach every minute since I found out. I cant stop thinking what could a long term side effect if any may she have to live with in her future. I pray that she will be able to bare children if that’s her wish. That this (miracle cure) is just that. Parents teach abstenance for this is the only miracle cure

  106. I am so glad my instinct told me not to get this vaccine for my two girls even though the pediatrician recommended it. I am so sad for the girls and their family’s and they will all be in our prayers.

  107. A few deaths doesn’t prove anything

  108. ALL vaccines have risks! If there were never side effects reported, they would not be listed. Even though these side effects do not affect everyone, how will you know it will or will not affect you or someone you love? You only realize it when it’s too late. And for the people on here saying that the drug manufacturer will not be sued, you are very wrong! If McDonalds can be sued for a HOT cup of coffee being “TOO HOT”, and lose, anything can be done. Thank God for the people that have gotten the vaccine and did not have a bad reaction… BUT… for the parents that have lost their children because of it, those children can never, ever be brought back. All those parents have left are memories of what was and what will not be. If only someone could have educated them more so they at least new the risks or how common they really were among young women. I have had HPV and it went away on its own. I have had friends that had HPV and even though their cervix had to be scraped, etc, etc, they are thankful they didn’t choose the vaccine. People believe these drugs have been researched beyond measure, but that isn’t the case. WE ARE THE RESEARCH!! And every time something major happens to someone, the drug manufacturers list it at that time, but the person it happens to is just SOL. That’s how they’re able to add new “effects”… through us! Perfect Example… I took the DEPO shot for birth control from 15 yrs old until I was 19 yrs old. At this time, it was very new. I finally stopped taking it to have a baby. Several years later, I went back to check my options for birth control after my baby was born and the DEPO came up since I had had it before. The nurse, actually the VERY SAME nurse who administered the shot for almost 4 years, advised against it! She said a lot of new research had been done and it was causing bones to thin and break for teens and younger women. It was actually linked to the DEPO shot. This goes to show that research is never complete. I am sorry to the parents that have lost their children! I hope very much that Doctors and Nurses educate their patients about this… the pros and the cons. What may or may not happen… And go with your instinct! After reading this, I will continue to educate my kids about sex and how to prevent STD’s BUT I WILL NOT recommend this vaccine to them. As a parent, it is my job to protect them and I will not flip a coin to decide my childs fate after knowing what I know. Even though it doesn’t always happen, I do not want my child being a statistic or percentage. There are hundreds of strains of the HPV. The vaccine does not even cover half. Is it really worth it??

  109. I am so proud of my daughter for going against the grain at her daughter’s school and not allowing her then 12 year daughter to have the Gardasil vaccine. She and her daughter researched the info on Gardasil and decided together to say no. By the way, my granddaughter was the only one in her grade to refuse the vaccine…

  110. I am so sorry for all of your losses. I am terrified now after reading your gut wrenching stories.My daughter is just eleven years old and just got her second dose yesterday. She told me tonight while I was helping her with her homework that she had had a headache earier and her muscles inher legs and arms were hurting her. I pray I did the right thing by listening to her pediatrician and having her take these injections. I will not sleep

  111. My daughter got sick from the Gardasil vaccine back 2009.She ended up in the hospital for three weeks and it went cronic they left it untreated to long so now she cant work in her field she went to school for so greatful that I have her I almost lost her.Had I not got her to the hospital when I did.So sorry for all those who have lost their children my heart hurts for you all.This is a night mare unsolved whith our goverment paying so much for avertising it as a good thing but not.At what expense life I say no to any shot now and so scared of them all.Please every one do the home work first it was me who talked her in to getting it because of the problems i had when i was young thinking it would keep her safe I WAS SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!

  112. Show me some evidence, other than the coincidence that some young women tragically died around the same time they took the Garadasil vaccine. Because as you use your evidence that these young women passed after taking the vaccine there’s one hundred times as much evidence that young women have taken this and been fine. I’m one of them. I’m a 22 year old woman and all of my friends have had the vaccine as well. We’re being ridiculous here. We don’t have any proof other than a really loosely based assumption. This is why I hate conspiracy theories. They assume that the general public is so stupid taht they just “don’t see” what the claim is. But there’s literally no proof for this claim. I could easily find 100 young women who got a tetanus shot and tragically died afterward and claim that’s their deaths are related to the shots but you present absolutely no evidence that their deaths are related to the shot. Give me some proof of that and you’ll have a case. But as of right now you seem like mothers tryingto find something to blame for their children’s deaths. It’s unfair and tragic but you do realize that your irrational projection is causing some women to not get vaccinated and therefore increase their risk for cancer right? How cruel is that?

  113. I cannot understand why this was not only approved, but mandatory for the school in Alabama where my daughter attended. That is what we were told by the doctors anyway.

    This has changed my daughter’s life drastically. She went from being a vibrant, beautiful, energetic 12 y/o, to consistent female problems to this day 10.23.2013. She was NEVER sick before…..

    I know this had something to do with the way my daughters health changed.

    But, I hope they all got rich off of our children and so sadly, some of their lives taken, the rest of the ones it effected negatively!

    So, so not right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  114. The doctors seem to be pushing this vaccine. I was asked to give this to my daughter at 12 or 13. I waited till her senior year still being pushed to give it to her. I waited till now at 17. Her first shot went ok… her second shot not at all…she called “Mom” in a slow drawn out voice before going into a seizure and passed out. They called a code blue.I am now so afraid for her and her future. Its been just a few days and has complained of many things headaches, ringing in her ears, backaches, nausea…and after effects…they’re not over …they can happen within days weeks months… DO NOT GIVE THIS VACCINE TO YOUR TEEN. No child should pass out or go into seizure from a vaccine…but they act as if its normal…its not!!!..Read the ingredients it contains…its lethal..really roach killer! In none of the handouts does it say possible seizure is possible! My doctor later told me passing out happens frequently and not from fear of the vaccine. Never had I had any of my children go into seizure or pass out from a vaccine afterwards. I pray she can have children in her later life as one of the ingredients in this vaccine is caused to cause infertility in rats….And they let this on the market!!
    I have done my homework and am a reference librarian. All I can say is this truly real and what is happening to the FDA and the government in letting this vaccine be pushed and administered to our children..What will the future hold for this vaccine and our teens as adults…I feel I have made a terrible mistake..I’m not sure if the government or drug companies care about the lives of people anymore..There seems to be a drug side effect side effects side side effects…and they are deadly…a fix all for anything you have..REALLY ..its all about money..and its very very sad…Mr. President has your girls been administered this vaccine..I would like to know…?

  115. and to add if we all think we have drug wars to win that are illegal at home…we need to win the drug war of pharmaceutical companies that keep advertising on our radios televisions and internet… to stop advertising to our adult society and children to take drugs to fix everything that is wrong with us…..please stop advertising about drugs …and leave it to ourselves and our doctors to advise and us to make our own decisions …we are in a world of brainwashing to take drugs and fix all our problems…what is happening to our society…?

  116. I am so deeply sorry for the mothers who have had to bury their young girls. It is a pain I can not imagine and I pray for your peace and strength. I am so grateful, however that you are speaking out, that you have made your personal stories public and by doing so have provided confused mothers looking for more information an education about the possible complications associated with this vaccine. As moms, all we want to do is protect our children and from the time they are tiny babies we are taught by medical professionals that making sure they are immunized is the best way to do just that. Nobody talks to you about the risks. Nobody. Do you think if the nurse came in and said I’m going to give your day old infant a shot now and there’s a small chance they could have a lifetime of medical problems because of it or it could kill them that any sane person would say oh, ok? There’s just not enough information provided by the medical professionals to make an informed decision. We are made to feel like we are being bad parents if we don’t automatically choose to immunize our children. Parents should be asking more questions and being disclosed a lot more information. Not only about the risks but about the real effectiveness of the shots. The risks are simply not worth the gain. Thank you to the moms and individuals who publish and maintain this website. If you have protected even one individual from harm, that is enough.

  117. I guess the bottom line is that more research should be done. There is no real evidence either proving the vaccine was responsible or proving it was not. I have unfortunately, known several people, young seemingly healthy people who have died. Several have died in their sleep, some had mysterious symptoms that appeared out of nowhere. We aren’t always aware of all health issues facing us, especially when they are asymptomatic. People need someone or something to blame for these senseless deaths. I don’t know if the vaccine actually killed these girls or if there was some underlying health problem that was undetected, but more research wouldn’t hurt and anyone who thinks a vaccine is the cause shouldn’t have to pay for an autopsy themselves, the government should do so for the sake of everyone’s health. Allergic reactions to the vaccine are possible too, for any vaccine or medicine and we all need to be aware of the signs and symptoms, that is why information sheets are handed out with all vaccinations and medicines. Unfortunately, most people don’t read them and ignore the symptoms. My heart goes out to all those who have lost a loved one.

  118. I’m sorry for your losses and nothing can bring your children back. I’m glad to know some of the effects of the people have from this drug I have two daughters and I will not give them this vaccination. People what to believe that drugs are good and for the most part they are. However being in industry which is known to assist those who are sick I see things everyday what your reactions to medications which patients today in the most part some things can be treated with something as simple as a benadryl, but with some the effect are long lasting and life taking. We take a gamble in everything we do in life, anyone can be effected adversely to any drug our systems are all made differently and that is the way God intended it. What is important to know are the reactions to medications which is not appropriate, and these should be stated to the CDC and investigations should be done. This is how you get a drug off the market or the warning be told to you beforee you take it. Though some people have been fine but those who have not have paid a terrible price. Just as reading about a women who was raped no one can change what happened. Life is valuable. However all losses hurt just as all things we can not change, but the losses can be something that God uses to help others or keep others from making the same mistakes.

  119. I had 5 children and did not give them the shots I’ve seen more harm than good.. I would like to have a copy of this so I can pass it on to others, how can I get it?? thank you.

  120. This page is misleading and possible fraudulent. Independent analyses (including obituary and death records searches) verified that more than one of the stories above are complete fiction.

    There’s also this information from Snopes:

  121. The death count is around 133 now.

    Gardasil Shocker: Japan Withdraws Support for HPV Vaccine -
    June 16, 2013

  122. To the two ignorant Big Pharma promoters on this thread: Also, Medical Harm and Error is the 3rd Leading Cause Of Death in the United States killing 400,000 people every year (100,000 of those deaths are due to Doctors and Nurses NOT washing their hands. This is an arrogant, sociopathic, greedy, deadly and kill for profit system! Big Pharma, Corporate Medical and the FDA are the true Axis Of Evil!

  123. (NaturalNews) Update: The original reporter who covered Dr. Harper’s presentations both in 2007 and 2009 claims Dr. Harper’s statements about being able to “sleep at night” have been taken out of context. According to this reporter, Dr. Harper expressed serious concerns about Gardasil and Cervarix being mandated because of their many potential side effects, but did not actually “come clean” about the dangers and uselessness of the vaccines at these two particular events. Dr. Harper did, however, admit that it would take 60 years of vaccinating every single young girl in the U.S. to even make “an iota of difference” with regards to the cervical cancer rate, which suggests that the vaccine is, indeed, useless, just as we reported here.

    What are the risks?
    Reports of side effects and complications following vaccination are collected by the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS), which is managed by the FDA and the CDC. The reports are unconfirmed and not necessarily related to the vaccine. In a 2009 review of the data, the agencies reported that more than 23 million doses of Gardasil were distributed between 2006 and 2008, and 12,424 reports had been filed. Most of those were not serious and involved pain and redness at the injection site, dizziness, nausea, headaches and fainting.
    But 6 percent of the reports were serious. They included blood clots and Guillain-Barré syndrome, a disorder that causes muscle weakness and tingling that can progress to paralysis. There were also 32 reported deaths, but they had no common pattern that would suggest they were caused by the vaccine. In most of the cases that had medical documentation, the deaths were linked to other factors, such as diabetes, viral illness, illicit drug use and heart failure.

    A shocking new report is now revealing that anybody who receives blood from someone who was vaccinated may be downright dangerous to your health. They are finding that the genetically modified HPV DNA strands present in Gardasil had firmly attached to the vaccination’s aluminum adjuvant in a whopping 100% of the samples tested. Whereas natural HPV DNA does not stay in the bloodstream long, the aluminum binding allows the genetically modified recombinant HPV DNA (rDNA) to behave differently; potentially entering cells and wreaking havoc.
    To see more info about this story go to

  124. HPV resolves more than 90% of the time ON ITS OWN. Only about 1% of cases progress to anything remotely life threatening. Why inject potential poison into our bodies for nothing?
    I have two daughters. They won’t be receiving this on my watch.
    To those families living this nightmare: Thank you for having the courage to speak out. Remember, the first doctor who suggested other doctors simply wash their hands to prevent infection was considered insane.

  125. I think we have another victim of Guardisil. Multiple diagnosis At 18 years of age (was a healthy young lady) Poly glandiular Disorder–onset of diabetes, Addison’s Disease, Thyroid insufficiency, Ciliacs. They disconnected all life support last night because her last incident left her with too much swelling on her brain. When asking the sister (a few weeks back–then confirmed by the victim) questions she had never considered…they both believe it was the Guardisil Vaccine. Upstate NY

  126. This is beyond idiotic, why is that people who have been unaffected always feel like they have the ultimate right to express their belief that it couldn’t possibly be the vaccinations causing all this carnage… They truly are blind and obviously illiterate… Let’s face it if these people could read they may actually get educated…
    Profit before people as it’s been through the ages … There is only one way to stop this and that is for people to take responsibility for their own health and vote with their feet… Our bodies are organic and no DRUG if snt description can ever help it heal… All of this vaccine over kill is for one purpose only and that is to cause the dumbing down of society as a whole… It’s easy to shepherd when people are clueless..
    I send much love and light to all those parents left behind to grieve the loss of their beloved children .. This must stop and the only way theses killers will get the message is if we stop supporting the industry

  127. Thank you 4 the information l cant believe these sad storie’s l lost a daughter as well nothing to do with vaccine’s,but l have a 6 year old daughter now & l’m scared & l dont know what to do she has been vaccinated & she is healthy but reading this is so scary.Next time when we are at the doctors or they want to inject her with something l’m going tp check it out l dont think l will be letting my daughter have another vaccine definalty not Gardisal.l pray for all the families who have been affected by this & l also pray that my daughter will be heathly & grow old.Thank you so much for this post it’s really opened my eyes my friend lost her child to vaccine’s so l looked up this site & thank you God that l did

  128. My child has taken the injection and the Dr,s office made an error and gave him double the dose and stamped over his record and he has had 4 doses. He is having some side effects and he has medical issues already with his health. what suggestions do you have?

  129. This vaccination has just been released in South Africa, government funded and given freely to gr4 girls at school (11 – 12yr olds). My daughter is already 20 and newly wed and safe, but my niece got her first shot last week Tuesday and is currently in hospital with pneumonia… I feel so guilty as I had some info on this that I haven’t shared with my sister to help her make a more informed decision… My logical mind tells me: How the heck can there be a “vaccination against cervical cancer” but not other forms of cancer? But not many parents asks these kinds of questions… My sister don’t want to connect it to the vaccine, because her daughter has always had problems with her lungs in the past, but I’m concerned… How do we fight this? How do we speak up? What can we do?

    To all the families who’ve lost a daughter and those having to live with the horror of side effects, my deepest and heart felt condolences… May the God of all comfort give you His comfort. But thank you so much for sharing your stories! Somehow I will use this to fight for the little girls in South Africa, many of whom have no voice…

  130. This is just heartbreaking. I’m so sorry to hear about this young girl. The family will stay in our thoughts and prayers.

  131. I have personal contact with each and every person who has a story on this site. I can assure you they are absolutely not fiction. Nice try, though.

  132. Have you done any research other than speaking with your friends? Just because YOU did not have a reaction, does not mean it is not a dangerous vaccine or many. My daughter was injured almost 6 years ago, a “direct result of the gardasil vaccine” according to several of her doctors. Instead of questioning me, why don’t you do some in depth research and not rely on what has or has not happened with your friends.

  133. How is your daughter doing, Joel?

  134. Tell that to the parents who lost a child.

  135. My heart goes out to the families who lost their children. I am 25 years old and experienced an adverse reaction to the shot shortly after receiving it. I have since recovered although there are many days when I feel fatigued more than usual. Recently, another girl passed away just hours after getting this shot. I reposted the article to my social network and received nothing but negative feedback from “friends” who had the shot and were “fine.” I’m glad they were fine but that is no reason to attack me for something that I truly became Ill from. I understand that every medication comes with some risk but from a general observation this shot has caused more adverse reactions and more deaths than any other medication or shot I’ve ever heard of. I feel so bad for the people suffering from this and for the families of those who have passed. It breaks my heart that nothing has been done about this.

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